Escape

I wish there was a reset button. A "refresh and restart my life" button. I feel like I haven't really discovered who I really am. What I really want. I feel like I have brought myself into this sort of slump. A slump of unhappiness. Yes, I have anything and everything that I've ever wanted. But I haven't quite grasped the true meaning of happiness. I wish I could escape, travel some where and discover who I really am. Leave everything, everyone and experience a life unimaginable. Would anyone even notice my absence? Maybe. I feel that if I could escape to some distant spectacular island such as Bora Bora or Fiji. With no outside connection to the world. No Phone. No TV. No Internet. No lick of technology. I could maybe then find my true self without any outside influences. Find out what I truly want out of life. Who I want in my life and why. I think if such opportunity approached me, I would leave without a second thought. Anything to discover this unknown Kirsten that I have yet to grasp.