Off Track

I hate the times in life when you go completely off-track. You go from happy chap without a care in the world to someone who’s lost their way. Like, you don’t even know what happened, you just got to where you are and you don’t like it. The negative attitude and mentality eats you up, you feel hopeless. I hate it. 

And it All Comes Down

I hate that thing that happens right

before you sleep.

Every mistake you made, every

word you wish you never said, every

moment that made you cry rushes

through your head.

and all you can do about it is cringe and

pretend it all never happened.

Forgotten

How sad is it to know that we'll all disappear one day. How sad it is to all end up loving something that death will touch. Tommorow will always come, again and again, until the day we perish and our loved ones perish. time catches up to us, and our lives end like the vanishing of the fire of a fragile, delicate candle. Life is evanescent, fleeting away from our grasps during every breath we take. And when our hearts stop beating, when we are gone, we are slowly being forgotten.

Breaking Down

I hate crying in front of people. Not because it’s a sign of weakness, I just don’t think they can handle me at my worst. I don’t want my negative vibe to rub off on others because they deserve to be happy. They will probably think I’m a dumbass for crying over something so stupid which is probably true, but I can’t help it. And if they see me like this, it will make them worry and I don’t want them to worry about me. When I try to explain to them why I’m crying in the first place, I’ll just end up crying even more. I end up drowning in my own tears that they won’t even understand a word I’m saying because I’m bawling more than ever. Then when they try to make me feel better it never helps since all they do is constantly say, “Everything is going to be okay” when that phrase is overrated. I’m not as strong as you think I am.