Always

I wanna give up so much, but I know that deep down, I can’t. These conversations we have when we fight like this gets us nowhere. I hate the fact that you don’t even try to fix it. I feel like I’m the only one trying. But you know what? I’m too weak to even try anymore. If you love me, then you’ll fix it. Because I am sick of always being the one to chase after you. And being the one to always say sorry even though I know that I didn’t do shit. I should be saying all of these complaints to you, but I know what your response will be like. It’s always the same, and I don’t even wanna try explaining myself to you anymore. I’m gonna wait til you come to me and apologize sincerely, which will probably take a day or a few. Like always. So from now on, you can be the one chasing. I give up.